I amazed how God has been answering my prayers. Even if they're not the answers I wanted to hear. One of my good friends helped me to see that one of my spiritual gifts could quite possibly be prayer. Now of course, every Christian prays but we all have our own unique gifts. I feel that God answers my prayers through people and situations/circumstances. Now He may not answer it right away but I have found that He answers my prayers in His own time and He always manages to humble me and have in awe. I've always had doubts and worries about if my faith is real and if I am really saved but this definitely helps me gain confidence. I am sure that every believer struggles with their faith at sometime in their life. One of the ways that I feel fulfilled is by being given the privilege of witnessing to friends who aren't believers. Even if the message isn't well received, I still feel super pumped that I am contributing to Christ's kingdom in some way. I've always felt that I had to travel the world and minister to really have an impact but God has shown me that I can make a difference right where I am. Even just writing my blog is fulfilling. I try to have God part of every post so that His glory and works might be seen through me.
My confidence is growing and I am trusting God more and more. I definitely have much more to learn. I am actually glad that I am still experiencing depression because I want to absorb every piece of knowledge and wisdom that God has to teach me. I know that my depression is not over but I have definitely felt it weakening. I feel that God has answered my prayers and given me ways to fight the core of my depression. I am no longer sitting back and being on the defensive. The time has come for me to actively attack my depression and it's a battle I will win because I have Jesus.
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